Sigh...

Still no TA. This is really becoming torture. Over a month since referral and no news yet. It wouldn't hurt as much if I didn't know there were people referred the same day who are leaving this Thursday. I am not unhappy for them - I am thrilled. It just makes things tougher every single day that goes by having no idea when I will meet my daughter.

So it hasn't been a great day. That happens now and then. I am blocking comments because, really, you don't need to tell me to 'hang in there' or feel bad yourself. It'll turn around and when it does I'll be ready. For now, I just wanted to groan. That 'keeping busy to keep your mind off it all' is also beginning to be a real bite. I'm trying to care about stuff that I really am not very focused on right now. It's just grand. I have to confess that I am getting a little edgier with each passing day. Amazing how one little notification will make that all better.