On the top:
* How did it get to be August already? It has been a whirlwind of a summer. I am starting to get the idea that 'whirlwind' will just be the new way of life.
* Does anyone else find the opening scene of the Dell 'Lollipop' commercial a wee odd? C'mon, you know you'll pay more attention now. I just don't get the point of Mr. Overalls. (See what happens? I hardly used to watch TV and now I am picking up weird messages in commercials...I need to get out more ;0)
* C is about the funniest wee gal on legs with her dancing. Yes, video does need to enter our lives. Then again, it would help if I whipped out the still camera more often too.
In the middle:
* C is back to sleeping like a lamb again. THANK GOODNESS. I'm not sure what the jive was all about there. Plus, she has developed a new fear of the dark but we do fine with a nightlight in place. Seriously, she started sleeping quite well again when I was running like a fool with my mom in the hospital. I am so appreciative because that was a rather rough time of it. Everyone is doing well at the moment (fingers crossed).
* Work is good and I am grateful for that. It is such a rough economic time for so many. Although things are definitely tight for me, I am not terrified about my job situation and that is such a relief.
At the core:
* I have been very introspective these past days. I think making those calls to set up our first post-placement visit really got my wheels turning. It has all gone by so incredibly fast. C is growing so quickly and I feel like I will turn around and she will be ten. I was never a huge fan of cliche but it is true that motherhood done right is the hardest gig going..as well as the most rewarding. I am deeply thankful for my daughter and the realization of a dream come true. Yes, I'll be honest and say there are some nightmarish moments but that is FAR outweighed by the joy this little life has brought to my life. I look at C and it is clear how blessed I am to be her mom. She has my heart, no doubt about it. I have had more of the true essence of life in these past 5 months than I had in years before. Yes, my life was enjoyable before I became a mom but now, through her, I have deeper meaning. It's amazing to see her continue to bloom into her own little person and I look forward to every bit of growth.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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You are so right, PIPO. And yes, it does go by so very fast. I can't believe that the Tongginator is starting kindergarten in just a few weeks. Our first six months home, I felt like that stage would *never* end. And now... sigh. You are much wiser than me. Glad she is sleeping through the night!
Just read the August 3rd post about your Mom. Hope she is doing well.
I don't think there is anything more wonderful than seeing our little ones grow. I can't believe that my babies are 5 and 7!
This is quite a powerful statement:
"I have had more of the true essence of life in these past 5 months than I had in years before."
It is heartening to read that this beautiful and smart girl has brought you to a place of incredible truth and light.
Thanks again for the reminder that all the hard stuff will be worth it. There are still days that I'm scared shitless about this... probably still some for you, too. LOL! But hearing the reassurance from the BTDT moms that the joy overcomes all the difficult moments makes me look forward to motherhood all the more.
Layers of love and learning. Glad to hear you're in a better place and that C has once again learned that sleep is her friend...and momma's too!
Love you friend!
it DOES go by fast!
Yes, time goes by quickly. Someone once told me that when you have kids, the days can be long, but the years go by fast and that is so true.
Hope to see you some time soon!
Yep, it happens just like that. I turned around yesterday and discovered a teenager on my couch....not sure how that happened. Life is a whirlwind and that has always been our normal. I'm glad things are cruising along well for you and sleep is is good!
The pure happiness shines through your writing... It is truly heartwarming.
Glad to hear your Mom is on the mend and all is well in your world...
I agree, how the heck did it become August already!!!
It's true...nothing changes your life more than being a parent.
PS not a fan of that "lollipop" commercial either!
Well said, C! Sleeping through the night - now there's a concept... hip, hip, hooray for you. Think Little C could teach our Little M how to do that?! :)
I love how you write. That last part is so true. I often have people ask me why I have so many kids, or "don't you feel like you miss out on YOU?" Sometimes, yes. But having kids DOES give your life a deeper meaning, a purpose. All the shmancy vacations in the world couldn't take the place of motherhood!
So glad to hear that things are going well..
There is always bad with the good.. but always sooo much more good .... Cherish every moment.. they grow up sooo fast..
Hugs..
Isn't it funny... you think you know who you are and what you're about... then you become a parent... and you find "but wait theres more"!!!
Think of you often. Glad work & family things have settled, and C is sleeping well.... it makes a BIG BIG difference to everyday life, hey?!
I continue to learn from your experiences. Happy August.
Gah. It really does go by WAY TOO FAST. Glad she is sleeping better. That is soooo key. I am going nuts right now and I don't even have to be at work or anything.
Well, the sleep monster has left your house and is camping out at mine. Yes, it will pass.
So glad things are going well for you guys. I will keep my fingers crossed as well.
Yes, these little ones do enlighten our lives and put everything into perspective. Our little one just turned 2, so yes, time is flying by now. During the wait.....not so much.
Ahh sleep.. that is one of the one best words around when you are a mother of a wee one. It's also a great word when you are suddenly the mother of a teenager!! ;0)
Really enjoyed your post about being a mom. You have a way with words and you put on your blog everything that I'm sure every mom feels!
You always state the things I think so clearly. Yes- life is deeper and fuller and much more crazy busy with kiddos- it's the best.
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