I AM still keeping up with you all. I just haven't been commenting much these days and I promise I will mend my slacker ways in the future. I actually feel guilty because you have left so many kind words for me recently. I've really appreciated all of the good energy you've been sending my way and I thank you.
So what's been up? I've kept very busy nesting (and loving it). I'm finishing those little projects around the house that I know will never happen if I don't do them now.
I am so amazingly calm about all this that I am suspicious of myself ;0) I can hardly believe that I'm not buck nutty by now. I haven't been checking RQ like a maniac...just once in the morning and evening. Go figure. If I really think about it, I think I am at peace with it all because I believe I have been matched with my child now. It is no definite that I will see referral this month but, even so, I feel like my file has passed through the same hands as my child's file...and we have been united. Time will tell. I look forward to seeing what date the match was actually made....after seeing that little face, of course.
Ahhh...good times!
Okay - let me confess that I only check the RQ blog a couple times a day. I do run through forum messages at different times though so, yeah, that's a cheat because I would find breaking news there. But, I'm still far more restrained than I was ;0)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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I too think you've been matched and I'm sure that does feel soo good in some way. I sure hope the referral is this month though.. selfish of me I know.. lol
Wow, only two RQ checks a day... that's amazing. What self-control, what willpower... what is your secret? I think I got carpal tunnel from obsessively checking in the weeks (okay, months!) before our referral.
We can't wait to see your little one's adorable face!
I feel calm for you too. I feel such good things for you. I can't wait. :)
LOL! You're doing better about checking RQ for referral rumours for you than I am. Hoping and praying you'll see baby's referral soon. Ah, what a wonderful sense of peace to think that your files have been united. Suhweet!
Good times ahead my friend.
your file and your little kiddos file "rubberbanded together" now that is a thought that can get you through a day with a smile!!
No need to check....I'm checking for you. I was up at 3:00 AM thinking about your upcoming referral. I'm tired.
I'm nowhere close to referral (LID 9/4/2006) and I can't stop checking RQ!! I have all my fingers and toes crossed that you will see your baby's face soon :o)
You have been on my mind, as I am so hoping good news will happen for you very soon. Sounds like you are in a good space and it is wonderful to know that you are matched and it is only a matter of time before life kicks into the fast lane. Heck, I am already home with my girl and I am checking RQ more than you right now... what's up with that?
LOL, don't worry, the buck nutty part comes later! :)
SO excited to see the "R" word in an upcoming post!
My stomach is just in knots waiting for your match. I can't stand it anymore. I want to see her in your arms and I want to see the love in your eyes!!!
Man am I excited for this to happen!!!!!!!
It is all so exciting. I am so excited for you.
You have every right to go nuts. I would be going nuts too. Feel free to check RQ about a billion times a day. You have my complete permission.
OK, stupid rookie non-China adopter question: what's the RQ blog?
Strangely enough, the forum won't let me in, not even to the public pages, from home. I can get in fine from work, and I've confirmed with TPTB that I'm not banned, but I have to get my fixes during the workday. Not good for job security, that!
It's looking better and better for you that this is your month!
Peace, man, peace.
I think of you every day.
It's a wonderful time, and I wish you the best happiness.
"In My Daughters Eyes" by Martina McBride was popular during my referral time (and was the song I heard when I was opening the picture.) Now when I hear it, I'm thinking of you waiting!
Enjoy and know many are sending wonderful thoughts your way.
I keep checking RQ for you too. I got your back! :)
"I AM still keeping up with you all. I just haven't been commenting much these days and I promise I will mend my slacker ways in the future"... just want to ditto that :)
FWIW, I am hospital/dr/needle phobic. I knew waaaay ahead of time when I was going to have my kid because it was scheduled months before. I was nervous and anxious when it was initially scheduled, but as the time ticked away and the date drew nearer, I got calm. I was so calm, Hubby was concerned I might lose it the day before...lol. But it turned out I was so calm that on the day of, I not only was cool as a cucumber, but I actually fell asleep on the table while they were sewing me up :) I think it's the readiness and knowing that this is exactly where you're supposed to be, with exactly what is supposed to be happening, that you're just at peace. This is your peace :)
(and I'm the one who's anxious for you!!!!!!!! But in a good way!!!! YAY!!!!!)
Such an exciting time for you! I would be jumping out of my skin.
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